Due to various fire situations and a really hot summer where the garden was massively under stress our water consumption is through the roof. Running fans for most of summer and now me playing with some serious bread baking has our electricity consumption figures looking sick. Gas isn't looking too bad yet but it is our heating source and we have only just started winter, just thinking about the possibilities is just making me cringe. On top of all that since the beginning of the year we have bought more consumer goods than probably the 5 years previous.
All the consumer goods have solid reasons why they should be present in our life. They are a whole lot more about work than play.. but it's still resources not matter how you justify it. In some ways I guess it is a positive step that I really view these things as privileges rather than rights. Still the world can't afford me to fly to the family event coming up in 2 weeks... but I am gunna do it anyway.
Unfortunately because the environmental cost isn't currently factored in to this type of travel right now I can afford it. My back although much better is most certainly not up to an 8+ hour road trip so there really aren't any other viable options for me.. it is either fly or not go. I have missed many important events, and people, in the last 2 years since I got hurt that I just couldn't say no yet again when presented with an opportunity that was a definite maybe.
I have decided that until the end of this month I am granting myself a boon.. at which point I MUST focus down and restructure our life again based on our personal priorities rather than conveniences.
Anyone else struggling with their priorities and keep feeling like they are coming up short?
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I think that everyone has their days. There are some days (like today) where we ordered out pizza and I feel like the worst person in the world. The reality is, that we aren't perfect but we try really hard and if each of us try our best and try to improve things one step at a time, we can make a huge difference. That being said, we are still human and I think the things that we are all doing are still huge improvements from where we once were. As long as we don't give up and continue to try - I think we are doing great - cheers!
Hi Kimchi,
If it was only days I would be less worried about my trend, I totally agree that perfection is an unrealistic goal for most of us.. In my case I have been kicking and fighting against this thing since January then about a month ago I sort of felt myself give up.... it wasn't a forever give up just a "I can't do this right now". That is why I have given myself a timeline. Now I only hope that when I get back from Sydney that my head will be in the place it needs to be to "be the change I want to see in the world".
Kind Regards
Belinda
I'm sure you are doing better than most people, don't give yourself such a hard time and it's never too late to make improvements.
I have made quite a few improvements around here but am still quite pathetic when it comes to leaving my car at home. I am daunted by the massive hill to the station and so will drive unless someone takes me up there. Pathetic, especially when the exercise would do me good.
Thanks GreenFumb,
At best right now I can say I am more aware of it than most.
Luckily as you say there is always something more to do and time to do it in.
Dropping my car usage again is another point I need to focus on. At least I am starting to do my "strength walks" to be able to get myself to the bus stop though... I haven't made it yet but I will get there as long as I don't get stubborn and push myself too far, too fast.
Good Luck with your massive hill, convincing ourselves that we really can do it is sometimes the hardest bit.
Kind Regards
Belinda
I would not be over stressed. You are trying to do your best and there are days you feel you are going backwards. What you need to remember you are doing what you can you are aware. There are many people that are more than able to make a change for the best and just don't want to. Dont let yourself get so frustrated even of there are more bad than good days. Look out the window see the beauty around you it will all come together in the end. Always look for a positive even when you think there are none there is always something you just have to open your mind.
Thanks Anonymous,
It's always good to be reminded that there are many ways to look at things and some may not feel quite as bewildering.
Kind Regards
Belinda
i like how you make your goal setting public. nothing like the fear of public humiliation to propel oneself forward.
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I struggle every day with feeling like i am not doing enough - or feeling guilty for a not-so-eco decision. But recently i have started to not be so hard on myself. Atleast I am aware when I make those not-so-eco decisions - most people wouldn't be.
So I have decided that all is OK as long as I am aware and concious. Aware of what I should be doing to live a more sustainable life and concious when I make decisions that don't contribute to that sustainable life.
I think you should be proud of your efforts and thankful that you are so concious of your actions.
Cheers,
Tricia
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